As I have figured out over the years I spend most night in bed trying to think through what is going on in my life. Well here I am once again in bed thinking about losing weight, scheduling and planning a cross country rode trip with a 10 year old. As always the last thing on th list should be mostly educational as we keep adding stops along the way.
The fact that I should also be looking for a job for the coming school year is also a much worried about prospect as budget cuts have made reapplying and looking into other districts a neccesity at this point. I do not want this to ruin my plans with my daughter as I feel that we need this time to bond and explore.
In another point I do not know what I should be writing in this spot but this is what came to mind.
On the topic of weight lose I had been trying to start the HGC diet which was successful last year or it was until I felt lumps and had to have surgery last year. As I did the shots last year and the cost was so much higher I took it much more seriously I guess. This year I got the drops off Ebay and have tried to start dieting every Monday since the last week of school. I have been unable to really start.
Next week will be extremely difficult as I will be away from home and dieting is not a strong suit for me. I do think that going to the gym at the hotel will be easier as I do not have to get out in the heat to go which seems to be my one issue with going to the nearby gym in town. As no one is here to watch the daughter and she does not wasnt to stay alone.
Then this is another issue in of itself as hubby has been staying one or two nights at friends and I am starting to feel a little suspicious which is in my nature.
I guess there is alot here to maul over as it seems just the rambling of someone who is up late and needs to sleep.
This would be my first attempt so lets see how it goes.
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